i’m not sure how i’m supposed to live forever without you. every time the phone rings, i hope it’s you. i listen to old voicemails just to hear your voice. i stare at your picture, touch the screen, wish i could feel you on my fingertips. i miss you. i ache for you. i can’t close my eyes because all i can see are pieces of the life i though we would have. making love, feeling your hands all over me, your touch, your laugh, cooking together, traveling, spending weekends in bed, getting coffee, holding hands, Martine, your smell… it was all just a dream. i thought things would turn out differently this time. i thought we were soulmates.

i’ve listened to this cover and the original so many times – it’s my life song.
most of the time i’m crying too loud to hear it, though.

Not a very traditional one. Just right for not a very traditional donkey.
Cooking Mapu Dofu:
8 oz. ground pork (400 cal.)
2 lbs. lite silken tofu (300 cal.)
74g onion (31 cal.)
45g green onion (12 cal.)
2 small hot peppers (10 cal?)
100g celery (14 cal.)
8oz crimini mushroom (50 cal.)
60g green pepper (12 cal.)
1 Tbsp. Cornstarch (30 cal.)
2 Tbsp. sesame seed (75 cal.)
Subtotal: 934 cal, 4 servings of 233 cal. each

So then, what actually got eaten:

Lunch:
Mapu dofu (233 cal.)
3/4ths cup brown rice (150 cal.)
5 pc. sushi (175 cal.)
Total: 558 cal.

Dinner:
Mapu dofu (233 cal.)
3/4ths cup brown rice (150 cal.)
8 cups popcorn (140 cal.)
Total: 513 cal.

Snack:

Ice cream #1 (90 cal.)

Total: 90 cal.